2006 is the year my son died. He was 4 months. into his 21st birthday.
I didn't know it until January 2008 that alcoholic played a part in his death,

I just didn't know.Maybe I couldn't have tried to stop the drinking but I
always heard him say when he was younger that he wasn't going to drink or
smoke when he got older so I guess I just assumed he wouldn't.

He was a good boy,
never got into trouble in or out of school,
always had a kind word to say to anyone
who listened.

Now hes gone and how my heart breaks each and every day
because of it. The world is a different place for me now, nothing is the
same, I know the sun shines but not in my world.

If only I could turn back the
hands of time not just for myself but for all the mothers who feel the
way I do.Comfort comes easy for me because I know one day I'll be
with my son again and if not at least the pain I'm having will go away.

I cry a thousand tears each and everyday. I MISS YOU!